Last night you had a rough night and you were in a lot of pain. I held you and tried to comfort you and I knew by your cry that it was another ear infection. I wanted to so badly to be wrong because I feel that maybe it is somehow avoidable, and worst is the worry that this may be affecting your development. I don’t want you to experience any pain that can be avoidable so this just festers and makes me rage inside. I want you to if you can or ever look back at this age and feel pleasure not pain. The ENT specialist appointment is coming up at the end of the month and I hope that he/she offers some good advice because I hate to see you always on medication but without it your ears become infected. Parenting is a very gut wrenching responsibility but I would not trade it for the world.

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