It had been brewing for the last couple weeks and I thought I had it under control but….yet it was apparent to the people closest to me that something was up and I was acting and reacting very hard on Cali.
The last thing I ever wanted to have happen was to llose my cool and be mean to my daughter but it happened. I lost my shit.

“I swore that I would never ever never lose my shit or control, when involving my girls”

I hate people that think they were born with the wisdom of parenting. I hate people who are close minded to the opinion of outsiders on how to best shape your child in to the person they were meant to become. I will be the first to admit that no one on this planet can tell me how to take care of my kids. I live with them, I have taught them, I have stayed by them through sickness and in health…….
BUT

If you think that you are doing the best job as a parent and that you know it all – Check yourself in to the clinic and wait for the children services to take away your children – cuz you have gone certifiable. Squirrels.

Yesterday was a reality check for me that I need to constantly keep in focus what my true obligation and responsibility is to my two girls. I need to be open to there every interest. I need to guide them when they ask for direction. I need to teach them when they lack the knowledge to better themselves and most importantly…

I need to remember that I am their DAD and that means more than anything. It means I will always love them, and hold them and kiss them every day, all the time and make them know that they have changed my life and that it would never be the same without them.

I am sorry Munx – you mean the world to me.

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